Friends

Compliment or Criticism

"You chose to help others..."

Used to compliment and criticize me in the same conversation. That's just the way it is as far as where this conversation was going. Nowhere.......as expected.

But well, there are better things in life.

I finally found the reason for living

It's in giving every part of my heart to Him

In all that I do, every word that I say

I'll be giving my heart just for Him, for Him!

Status Change

Just back from medical review at unit medical centre. Mandatory to have a medical review for referral to medical board. It was over in 5 minutes. I will be medical boarded in absence sometime in July.

Recommended status : E1L9

I would gladly be status A to remove the cause though...

Tonsilitis or Dengue?

Started at 3+am on Monday. Still went to work for the full day. Sometimes you just wanna try to do a little more. Had a good time relaxing on the evening. Came home and measured 38.1 degrees. Great, now I have high fever.

Still went to work this morning. Eyes were burning, head was bursting and body was breaking. Would see the doctor in a while, and then I was called in to complete the appraisal. Did raise one or two sentences on my views and listened to his side of the story. Heard some unbelievable things for the first time in my life. Then I knew there was no point proceeding. Just nodding to everything that was said and left the room. I will ask myself if I am still happy here at the end of August/September.

Went to see doctor after. Still measuring 38.1 degrees! Argh! Glands swollen, tonsils swollen, viral infection. If this does not subside by Thursday morning, I have to go back for a review. If the tonsils develop pus (gross), then I have tonsilitis. If I still have fever, then I need a blood test to check for dengue.

I seem to get the full works these days..............

Solitude

Solitude In The Midst Of Many

在无数中的独自