Flash Point

Flash Point is quite a typical Donnie Yen movie. Seems back to basics though. Kind of following his older films, which is a little strange. Considering that he has considerable success with later movies. Nonetheless, his hip hop fighting is still a fresh difference from the dead pan fighting of Jet Li.

Some parts of the show were pretty disgusting though. The brutality of it. We both cringed at certain points. yucks.

Gotta go sleep and wake up in 2.5 hours for the wedding. I bet I will be more tired than the bridegroom as usual.

Gone Shopping

Just saw Gone Shopping with Tingie. I suspect that the show has way deeper meaning than it is meant to show. Not sure how others see it, but my mind seems to run on another parallel during the whole movie. I seem to know what is going to happen next in the scene before it happens.

Only one significant moment in the show that lingers in my mind. The giving by the head security to the girl. It was emo in that instant with a couple of thoughts flashing through my head simultaneously. A sort of identity in a different perspective.

Anyway, it was great company with Tingie as usual. Same habit of laughing her head off about everything. She must have a really strong neck to keep that head on. And to even suggest a buffet!!! She really is pretty confident of her savaging/whalloping/food-vacuuming skills ever since her stint in France. Looks like a "reservist" for her in France too somemore.

We exchanged some views about her issues. I felt like I was sitting there and listening to myself at the same time. Where do all these things that I say come from? Why do I feel like I am an audience to my own presentation there and then?

Hmmmm.........lost in road directions is understandable. She looked so lost in Mustafa too! Hahaha...

Daydreaming

Is life fair?

At certain points along life's journey, such a question will pop up in the thinking mind. That's when we remember all the bad stuff that happened and go OF COURSE NOT! If it is fair, why this and why that? Start getting frustrated and vivid memories of unfair personal situations creep in and start getting agitated. Why should I be the one to get all these or to go through all these?

Then there is the calm.

The better things come along into the head. It's not so bad. After all, there are quite a number of good things happening and generally there are quite a number of happy people around. Personal benefits and the little nice things that happened come back to mind. Awww....maybe it is not so bad huh? We just think too much about things and think too negatively.

Sometimes we use the bad stuff to remind us that not everything is rosy all the time and we have to be strong. And then we also try to use the good stuff to pacify ourselves that the world is not so bad. Contradicting whether we are trying to be put ourselves down for being too optimistic or trying to brighten up the thoughts before it gets too negative.

The thinking goes round and round and we never get any much further than where we started thinking. But time has passed and we just idled away. Hehehe.........it just happens.

Some people call it daydreaming.

The Journey

Today begins the journey and the campaign. Start of investigation. Request for statement. Submission tomorrow. One hearing. Then await the outcome.

Nobody should question my integrity and get away with it.

Finding The Missing Understanding

We should have talked about it earlier. Crap. Spoilt our entire day! Hahaha...

But glad we are now.

This better not repeat again!!! Not worth spoiling our days for........

愛很簡單

Sincerity In Simplicity.

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔......

i love you
无法不爱着你
说你也爱我
i love you
永远不愿意
baby
失去你

不可能更快乐
只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心
让爱变得简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔......

i love you
我一直在这里
一直在爱你
i love you
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利

如果你还有一些困惑
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你
yes i do
i love you

Friend

Final thought. I dedicate this to all that I consider my friends.

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."

-- Elbert Hubbard

What Really Matters

"What we really are matters more than what other people think of us."

-- Jawaharlal Nehru

Happiness

"Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of travelling."

-- Margaret Lee Runbeck

Misunderstood

Felt misunderstood because words can sometimes fail in expression. Feel lousy.

Do people really believe you when they say they do? How do you tell? Maybe there is a way. Maybe there is not. It does not really matter. I rather believe they do. Because sometimes life was never meant to be so complicated. It became so when we added the "ingredients".

Thought pattern has significantly changed since the knowledge. Different perception. Progression? Maturing? Changed?

Thinking night. To the beach?

How I wish it came earlier.

Where are you when I needed you?

It's never going to be the same like before.

How many and who in the end?