Thursday, September 13, 2007

Last Flight Out

Think Ah Qing was not having a good day. Revision stress and all. We made the crazy decision to go to the airport at midnight. Going to the airport without sending or picking someone is not a norm for me. Especially at that kind of time. But hey, I cannot even remember the last time I was at the Viewing Gallery and just relaxing with a chat. Time has been flying by since studies, work, projects, anything, everything...

We had one of the many good chats that we always have. Wished that the night did not pass because of the rush we have to get back to again. Ah Qing thinks this is one of the many crazy things that people do and remember when they look back. Not the usual things...but the crazy ones. Ha. I hope she had a good time and relaxed enough for the stress to go away.

I had a good time doing something out of the norm.

One of the songs that I like. Last Flight Out by Plus One.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Management Of Change

Currently attending Management Of Change course. Quite interesting though there is quite a bit of stuff that a lot of people already knew. Just that the course shows the official documentation of all the behaviours, thoughts and such. Anyhow, I still like it so far. I am surprised that I seem to be thinking quite different from the usual pack. I am tuning to think out of the box naturally! :o)

Major change today. I cancelled my ticket and leave. Hmmm...just felt I wanted to do it, despite the many reasons why I should or should not. Maybe going there just did not feel right at this moment. Have a gut feel that I will not enjoy it as much. Wrong timing...

I need to get quite a number of things sorted. Time to schedule.......and really work on them...

Monday, September 10, 2007

Alignment

Thinking quite a bit for the past few hours. Seems like there are many things on the agenda. I need to align myself and think through everything. Don't wanna dive headlong into everything and be too caught up in them. It's getting tiring to be too involved in everything without really enjoying.

1. Take a step back and enjoy it. Happiness is an experience.

2. The ticket has been booked. Time to go home. Get away. Get a life.

3. The Shrimp is arriving. It's time to countdown and love every moment spent with it.

4. The next biggest step in my life. To go or not to go. I think I will. I have just one chance.

5. Think positive. Sometimes you do not get everything that you want in life. Life is not just about getting. It is more blessed to give than to receive.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

881...No Reservations...

Felt lousy for quite a while. Just wanna do stuff that does not require much thought. Eat & Movie. About the simplest things to do.

881. Even my parents have seen it. Since it is still showing, might as well. Majorly Hokkien and screened almost like a musical. Surprisingly full house during my time slot, even after it has been screening for so long. I am supposed to feel lucky getting a ticket. Anyhow, the show tries to portray the different things revolving around people and how they all affect or integrate into the life of another person. How different people can see the same issue/situation differently. The relationship between the two sworn sisters showed that what mattered most to them is that the other is happy. There is not a need to explain everything. Perhaps this is the kind of friendship that Seow Ling referred to...

No Reservations was pretty good. It made me forget time and felt like I was almost in a life long movie itself. Weird. Almost like an audience within the movie. Nick going to San Franscisco. That was when the thought came. Why always the extreme decision when some miscommunication or misunderstanding takes place? I can kind of identify with it for a while. Oddly, that also made me feel better when I finished the movie. What is happening now may not be what I want. So better not to be stuck in it.

True Friend

Chatted with Seow Ling while mapling away...yeah, this time on B world. Who knows how many characters will be created by me at the end of it all. But well, keep each other company at night bah.

We happened to talk about friends and who and what they meant to a person. She thinks I am pessimistic. Over pessimistic. But the interesting thing is what she said in the summary. Surely that would be more pessimistic that what she thought of me.

真的朋友,一个就够