One of those rare mega naps due to accumulation of events and thoughts. The dreams come fast and furious, switching from scene to scene. A lot of them strangely familiar events, definitely familiar people. Various combinations clearly depicting the most current thought patterns. That is how some people tend to dream about stuff that they most recently think about.
At least one burden has been lifted and that is good news. There are some things that words can never convince until the actions are seen. You start to wonder why you never believed it initially, but it's still better to be safe than sorry. After all, actions speak louder than words.
Moving ahead. There may be no holding back. Perhaps not a need to. I wonder if I will really be able to accept it? Strong enough? It claws a little during certain occasions. It will definitely be very hard to bear. Worse off when I can't look beyond now. Why that darkness? Really that stuck? Or choose to be stuck? What happens when that time comes? I dunno. I do not have an answer. Handle it when it comes.
I feel like changing my plans now.
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